The cool forest with its shade and greenery and clean smells... is so far from me! The heat and rush and chaos of daily life is miring me down. Hm.. "mire".. i just used that word the other day, and it isn't a common one. Must be a theme. It would be such a relief to feel UNmired, to feel free! The weight on my shoulders is so heavy.
Fighting, arguing, discontent, disrespect, disobedience, unkindness! These things do not sit well with me. My personality rejects them. When they are forced on me, it is a cause of great stress, even if i am not directly involved. I can't focus, i can't escape, and more and more pressures are laid on me while i struggle with the scraping of nails on my soul.
If only i could find my way to the peaceful forest, i could heal.
#notgonnahappen
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