My mind can't quite decide where it's going today.  The dark passages seem safe and familiar, albeit unpleasant, but somehow i can't stay there.  Something seems to swoop in and leave candles lit or lights on here and there, and i realize that today is not a day that warrants complete darkness.  Neither is it bright and shining and cheerful, and thus, i seem to step from shadow to light and back again, cold yet warm.  That sounds very mundane, very ordinary.  But that isn't what it is.  Not blah at all.  Just mixed-up, confusing, contradictory.  Don't ask me.  I can't explain it any better than that.